Monday, June 1, 2009

Fallen...and i cant get up

*sigh* i think I'm falling in love with newbie. its CRAZY to me too. i cant even tell you WHEN it happened, but i know its happening. and at this point, i don't even want to fight it anymore. I mean, after everything i went thru with Loser i was like " oh hell no Lucifer will be the UPS delivery man before i get into anything with anyone" and now I'm like, head over heels in love with this guy.

I'm not gonna go say he "perfect, & everything i can ask for" because all that shit is for Brenda Jackson novels. We fight, he gets me upset and the works, but he's a man, that's his job . LOL. but at the end of the day, when I'm layin in my bed, and i think about him, he hits me up. Its like he knows, that when I'm with him, im content. All the drama and the stress is out the door. He makes me happy. When I'm with him, i feel sexy, i feel confident, i feel how a woman should feel when shes in a special situation with someone.

and i feel like he knows. i don't know if i should tell him straight out. but i KNOW he knows. He's even dropped the "L" word a few weeks ago and i kind of giggled it off.

Call me a fool, i don't care. You never know.


Rob said...

Awwww thats sweet- I am so happy that you're happy, that is how a man is suppose to make you feel more confident than a giant next to a midget and more sexy then halle berry walking nude pre whitecock. *Tyra tears* IT IS SO HARd finding a good man wit a JOB! you betta keep him even if it means giving a few extra doses of head.

CTFU @ breda Jackson novels i'm so angry i knew what you meant.

poitree said...

aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww *tear* Yay Lexi. Doggone it. Yay.

Niki I. said...

love definitely is out of the control of the lover... but while you're falling into it, be sure to enjoy the ride!

JSADTheKing said...

Yeah CA tell newbie I'll put a hit on his AZZZZZ if he breaks your heart. LOL