Heaven, I need a Hug...

OK so I've been shopping compulsively lately. Shoes, bags, anything. you name it. I bought 8 pairs of shoes within 2 days last weekend. I couldn't figure out what the problem was but now i think i do. Lack of SEX. lolol. I haven't had sex in forever. Actually, i realize that lately i don't even want to, which is odd cause i LOVE me some dick. Yea i said it. I'm not a prude. I like to get mines...

*off topic* why are females so ashamed to admit they give head? is that still taboo? Cuz really i don't see what the big deal is. I enjoy knowing i can satisfy my man in numerous ways. Besides, if your man is so fresh and so clean why not offer him a little lip and tongue service every now and then? All the ladies want a man to give them a lick down, but don't want to return the favor. BITCH please. get over yourself. if you wont do it, someone else will.


OK now that i got that off my chest, back to the subject at hand. I've realized that there definitely is a direct correlation with my shopping/no sex problem. So i don't need shoppers anonymous, just nice long stiff one. But i've been at ends with the loser since our little...situation. I have a "boo", but everytime i try to see him something happens to prevent me from getting to the good stuff. lol. LAWD