A little update

OK so i know that I've been MIA for a while and i apologize dearly. Its just that I've been really really busy. But I've been around and I've kept saying that I'm going to blog. So I'll do it now while the office is quiet.

So far I've been recovering well from my surgeries. I've yet to make a follow up with my PS but i will in due time. I still get pains every now and then but i usually hot water treat them and I'm good to go. I'm not too fond of pills anymore lol.

I've been hitting the gym like a maniac. I'm talking 5 days a week, for about 3 hours a day. Yeah, I'm that determined to get not only my mid, but my body right as well.

Lets not forget about how IN LOVE i am. With Newbs(newbie's new name) Like i really love him. And he knows. And we're cool with that lol. I try to spend as much time with him as possible because I'm always busy and he's always busy, but i love the time we have together. no matter if its at 2am or 2 pm.

Loser is still around. that's still my BFF. no matter what. But lately our friendship has been a lil bleh. we still hang, but i feel like were getting distant. but at this point in my life i refuse to chase someone for any reason but my own happiness. and I'm happy. truly, genuinely happy with where i am right now.

On another note. Yesterday was the anniversary of Brandon's death. and i was such a zombie. i kept having dreams about the night i found out he died. so i tried to keep myself as busy as possible.

But back to the happy tunes: i cant believe the summer is over! I mean, i spent most of it sick and shut in, so i guess i couldnt of expected it to wait for me to get better lol. I did enjoy the time i did use recreationally tho.

Well, that i'l im going to blabber about for now...Until later everyone.

♥

This Week's Candy Memory Is.

CANDY BUTTONS

All these were was color, sugar, and water to hold that together..but obviously nutrition fats were'nt on my mind when i ate these.. The only flaw was that you'd have to spend forever removing the paper from the back of the candy. Or you could've been a Greedy McBean and ate whatever it is you pulled off the paper...

This Week's Candy Memory Is...

A DOUBLE FEATURE!!! *APPLAUSE*

I WOULD LIKE TO DEDICATE THIS FIRST ONE TO MY GIRL RanDomMuch (I SEE YOU IN THAT COACH KNOCKOFF GIRL LOL)

OUCH! GUM

This gum is an obvious sign that children will eat anything thats bright and has the word candy or gum attached to it...Thinking about it now, eating a band-aid isnt as attractive to me now as it was when i was eight. At least the tin it came in was functional..i kept all my Barbie shoes in it lol

and next up we have...

POP ROCKS

i wasnt going to do this one yet, but last night i found a pack in a cookie tin in the kitchen and i was like GTFOH!! I forced the loser (as he is affectionately known) to share the pack with me. Too bad we dont have soda in the house or else I would've dear him to eat them with soda..and hopefully he would've blown up (lmao)

This Week's Candy Memory Is...

FRUIT STRIPE GUM...






*sighs* just thinking about it is making me tear up...this is from back in the day when mom used to make her trip to Pathmark to buy my weeks supply of Lunchables & Mondo juices (lol) this was always at the cash register...in all its glory...all the flavors-which actually lasted from what i recall, but then again i had a little mouth so i guess it put in less work when chewing lol. the consistency of the gum....everything was perfect...

here's to you, Fruit Stripe...